Going back to my first well second love well maybe 3rd!! Acting ..

** I wrote this post 2days just decided to post it now**

So it's 6am and I've just finished reading and had a quick chat to boo about my 20,000 word dissertation! I decided that I may do it on an International management in a Nigerian Firm.

My friends aunt is a manager in Shell based in Nigeria , so I already have one contact. I may change my mind anyways I'm not sure.

I've recently started watching 'Wrong women' which stars Ini Edo, Uche Jombo and Kalu Ikeagwu. I'm enjoying the film but because of my amount of reading I can't always watch a film in one day.

I absolutely love Ini Edo, Rita Dominic and Kalu Ikeagwu. At times their English can be a bit bad (Rita & Ini) but other than that they are great good actors.

Since I had to leave Theatre School to concentrate on my Masters , I have not been active. So I've decided I will start reading more and developing my skills by maybe running a drama department in my church. I 'll read more of Uta Hagen who is classified as "a profoundly truthful actress". Uta is now highly influential acting teacher at New York's Herbet Berghof Studio. her writings are excellent and I believe a lot of actors need to read her stuff especially Nigerian actors because she deals with 'realistic' acting as opposed to 'formalistic' acting. A lot of Nigerian actors are not realistic!!! It shocks me how some people get parts , not the starring actors but the supporting characters.Uche Jumbo at times acts over the top and does not come across realistic at all.

Ini and Rita are very good, on the male side Kalu is very good as well as Desmond Elliot. Jim Iyke is one of the people that also over exaggerate at times.

I'm just criticising them on their acting skills I don't have anything against them personally.

Acting took a lot of energy within, it takes you having to really bring out the correct emotions at the correct time. It's not a simple thing at all. I absolutely love acting. If you met me at first you wouldn't think i could act , well that's what i feel anyways.

So to get me back on track i will be Reading more of Uta Hagens books HOPEFULLY because my course can be a little time taking.

Semester 1 is nearly over, exams in January!!

Oh guys I'm going to Naija ....in December ...yes boo was so excited when I told him this morning! I want to register at the Nigerians Acting Guild when I go this time around and also hopefully meet some directors etc etc.

Last but least I thank God for his mercies and favour.

Have a lovely weekend people.

P.S I just found out that I got elected for the Student Representative for Master in International Business!!! I can't believe I won....!

Disciplince , my 50th post + more!!

Hi Blogsville,

I'm very happy I'm back here, Happy 50th post to ME! :-) I don't know why I have been absent ... I think I got a lil addicted to twitter.Yes I admit it but to be honest i think I'll be cutting down on it as of this week. It does not really benefit me in anyway ... it just takes my time up ..another way of chatting to friends really when bored !

Academics
My life has been so free ever since I left Theatre School. I feel less busy ... Well I still have a lot to do but it's only reading ... I absolutely love my course!! I cannot wait to start working.

I had a presentation the other day and it went well. Sir Scribbles saw it and he even said it was good :-) Thank God it was not assessed though because I only got 63% it was only to give us experience on how to present a power point presentation to a business.

Love Life
I have been speaking to boo lately and I just been confirmed that i shall be travelling to Nigeria but returning to London for the New Years. At first the problem was whether or not I should go ...then it became a money issue..then my dad called me and said he'll buy my ticket!! So he should because I am wondering were all his money is going ?? Lool ..he'll be in naija before me hopefully to finish of our house ...I'm really happy about that!
I really appreciate Boo because he listens to every little thing that I complain about ..he really is my best friend ..he has become a great counselor to me. I continue to thank God for him...Love you hunny x

Life

Life has had it's up and downs but I thank God I am still here able to write this post.
I have experienced some things these last couple of weeks and I think I am too nice to some people as my friend would put it. The thing is I wouldn't see it like that .. I believe we should be nice to people regardless if they decide to take advantage of you because of that nothing do you omo God will deal with it.

People are so desperate to become celebs ... people have fake identities especially here and on twitter it's quite sad actually. People make out to be something they are not ...and I am not just talking physically.... why do it ?? I really pray I have not subconsciously done that!

The blogger I have to say I love and appreciate the most is BSNC ... haven't spoke to her in a while I miss her to bits and secondly I would say Buttercup...she has been adorable.

Freinds

I am having a real hard time finding the right friends Lol ... I know that sounds funny but it's the absolute truth. I don't know why i prefer distant friends ...same way i prefer my relationship with boo being distant rather than being so close.
I have the friend that feels intimidated by me and feels that she must compete with me ( get over yourself because there is no competition here ... because I am not and will never compete with you!) Then I have the friend that just likes to take he piss all the time and is just very spoilt and thinks I will spoon feed her (Godforbid who made me your mother?) Then there are the friends that just compalin that you don't talk to them etc etc ...list goes on ....
God please help me find correct friends.
I really want to start a new life ... I can't wait to move to 9ja.... that will be my opportunity!

Christianity

Hmmmmmm I don't know what to say. I mean God help me ... I don't live like a sinner but then again I do feel far away from God...because I have not spent time or spoke to him. Even if I do decide to stay clear of sin ...it won't draw me any closer because I have to build that relationship.


DISCIPLINE

Well this is something I am lacking right now...well in some areas of life.

'Training and control of oneself and one's conduct, usually for personal improvement.'

I am lacking control of myself and it is not looking good!!! I won't go into detail but I will say we should all endeavour to discipline ourselves.

My fried told me a story the other day that one guy got a girl pregnant and she aborted the baby. On top he had a girlfriend who he had been with on and off since they were 13. I know both of them they are big time gospel singers who tour the UK...I was quite upset to hear the story.

Now the first thing that cam einto my head was this boy has no self control ... who are humans and we wil meet people and like them but omo you must conrol yourself!!!! He actually told the girl that he 'must' have sex with her ...No you must not!! control yourself ......

I have learnt that in this life if you want to suceed and you want to live a good life you must have some self control...even to things you say, what you eat, how you behave etc etc.

Anyways I have been talking too much.....!

Oh the other day someone said they thought I was 30 ..or atleast 26 Lol ...noo ohh I be small pikin jo ..I'm only 22 people ..23 soon !

Have a Blessed Sunday...



P.S Thanks SOLOMONSYDELLE for reminding me to blog :-)

FOLLOW ME FOLLOW ME....

HEy guys,

So i've decided to take interst in Twitter so Follow me..... Miss_Flyhigh.
Twitterville I've arrived.

Have a nice weekend ppl. I'm nearly on my 50th post!

Should I be vexing or what ?!

Thanks everyone for your replies to my last post I'll let you know of the decision I make soon :-)


I suppose you know that I started my masters and I am staying with some family friends. Now the women has been vexing me but today she did something rather selfish!!!! I live in the house also o ...and she made pounded yam for he whole house apart from me. WHY ??!!

I know this sounds childish but the point that I am getting at is why would she exclude me? I don't know if I should be vex or upset ? I sha came home today and decided to go to my room as usual have a nap ..I sat in front of my laptop after waking up feeling hungry. I decided to go to the kitchen (which I hardly ever do since the kitchen and living room are joined) and get myself some cornflakes. I realised some pounded yam had been made but the remaining was for the son.

Why did she not call me when it was made? why did she not ask if I wanted some?

I suppose she thought if I was feeling like Pounded yam I would make my own. Is that right ? or am I over exaggerating ?

I don't like her trying to make me feel uncomfortable and she pounces around the house singing praises to God with her nose stuck up in the air.
I don't even hate the woman but I do pity her.

She travelled across the country and when she got there she did not even phone her husband or the kids to say she landed....cold or what ..her husband even said to me he should get a new wife. That what kind of wife goes abroad and does not contact her husband or kids...

she consistently complains about her oldest daughter even when she is not around ....

Right now I don't even feel hurt I just feel like IT'S ON ..I am not budging for no one!!!

This may be her house but I have done nothing wrooong!! Her husband said I can stay here and my family have done many things for there family and children being that they are not citizens we have really helped them out ..Now I didn't want to bring that up but she could at least show some gratitude by looking after me.

Anyways I will still respect etc etc but I will not be made to feel rejected ..ko possible ...I have done nothing wrong!!

MOVING ON ......

I have this love for Ini Edo I just think she is such a great actor. Also for Uche Jombo. I love their style in films or should I say their characters. I would really like to meet them and ask them some Qs and get to know them.

Anyways if you know of any good films they starred in let me know please.


Night night Blogsville

P.S Has anyone heard of Janice Howard? Business lady

To go or Not to go ? !

I'm back again .....

Thanks everyone for your advice concerning the place where I am staying I really appreciate it.

I have a little problem.


I have planned to travel to Nigeria again in December hopefully before the 13th because that is Boo's birthday and he has never celebrated before and I have been begging him to celebrate. I have exams though in January 2nd week.

So I was thinking I go then come back before December ending and still revise while I am out there etc etc ...

What do you guys think???

If we don't see this time around I don't know when we will because he is starting his NYSC in February by Gods grace and I'll be in school with no break. So I'll most probably won't see him till June and even then I'll be starting my dissertation.


So what do you think ??? Should I go ??? and come back early ???

I really want to !!!!


Have a nice day bloggers and co!

Get me out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok Ok Ok .... I am or should I say I was absolutely fuming today!! As in I was seriously vexed!!!!

So if you read my posts you would know that I have started my masters. The university that I applied for is in South East London and I live like over an hour or two away so I decided to move closer and stay with some family friends. The ONLY reason I decided to stay with them was because 1) they are very close to my parents and 2) the parents are never here because they live in Nigeria so it's only ever the son who is my age at home and the 14 year old daughter while the other daughter is outside London in Uni. I mean that sounds lovely right....and the dad absolutely loves me so why not move in ????!!!

So anyways I did move in before the dad went back to Nigeria which was last week. This uncle was practically spoiling me every 5minutes ...and yes the wife seemed to be vexing over that!!! Don't know wetin be here own problem sha !

Anyways he has gone now it's just for the wife to leave but I think she has decided before she leaves she wants to give me serious trouble!!!! She has been complaining about every little thing. for instance she said I should not close the toilet seat because when she is rushing to use the toilet she nearly wets herself so she prefers it open so that she can just land on the seat ...... why is she waiting last minute to go to the toilet anyway....??? she made it seem like me closing the toilet seat was an issue ..then she complains that I open the window in the room to wide all manner of things I can't really be bothered to go into it to be honest....I just can't wait till she goes!!!!

I've gone down one clothing size ... yay!! lol ...one more to go and I'll stop ...I don't know why but it seems that my top half is one size away from my bottom. Is anyone else like that ? for example - if your top half is a size 10 and the bottom a 12 ....? Maybe it's the hips ??...lol ...

I'm really enjoying my masters and I'm thinking of maybe specialising in Human Resource Management. Only thing is there is a lot of demand on competent leaders and I hope that if I work for an international company(In London or Nigeria) they don't send me off to one foreign country Japan or Germany...!! After reading a few case studies I have noticed they seem to do things like that quite often ....


I'm still in two minds about going to Naija in December 1) the money for my ticket (though I think I can still get someone to buy me one lol ) 2) I have exams in January and I'm wondering if I can really study when I am abroad ??

what do you guys think ??? please let me know ......

I've really got back into blogging well I'm trying anyways. I really love peoples blogs these days.

Check out this new one ... leave comments and say you found out about it from here :-) lol

http://beesramblingson.blogspot.com/


enjoy...I'll update soon.

Oh ..one more thing!

I forgot this only God knows how .... maybe because I don't have the ring!

Boo asked me to marry him ...yes I know ..can you believe it!! Yes the ring and all sorts but guess what ???? I didn't like the ring ...Yes his female friend picked it and it was not my taste. I still took it at first and then someone popped a bottle of cham cham lol ... but I gave the ring back the next day explaining that 1. I didn't like it and 2. He has not met my whole family.

Yeah that's it. So I'll let you know when he does it again with the ring I LIKE ..lol

I do love him dearly he is a gift.

Night ppl

*No Title*

Hey Bloggers and Others,

I know I said I'll be updating frequently but it just seems that something is stopping me from doing that. I mean I still read peoples blog and leave my 2pence but blogging has become a little difficult. Anyways I'll update you all.

Theatre School

I made a decision to leave and I don' t regret leaving or ever starting the course. I think it was time for me to move on after I had tasted what it was like. The main reason was I could not be around for one of the assessments so I said I think it's best for me to leave. As for acting I sill want to act and will be doing private study I also would love to go into tv presenting , the news , a show anything really but I prefer something formal.


Academics


I've recently started my Masters and I'm studying an MSC in International Business. I hate the module International Trade but I'm in love with Management in International Firms which deals a lot with Human Resource Management. The course has a lot of International Students so I've met a lot of people from abroad which is quite fun.





Relationship

Going wonderfully well Thank God. We have our clashes here and there but thank God it makes us stronger. I'm not very confident about going to Naija in December but hopefully he'll be coming here next Easter but I still have hope since my mother has been saying she may help me buy my ticket. :-)




Other things


Yeah life is quite boring at the moment ...lol ..I just seem like I'm busy busy busy. I actually wanted to drop of my the MSC course but I decided not to, I'll get through this....I'm just being lazy and that shows I'm not ready for a real job...I think..




Miss Natural I forgive you ..lol..




anyways have a nice week people. Oh I added some pictures below since peeps have been asking but I may just remove them soon ...

New Phase....

Hey Blogsville,

It seems so different here these days...or is it just me??

Anyways I'm trying so hard to settle bk in but it's not really working...I want to go bk to Naija...well I cnt till December..so no point in sulking hey!

I go bk to theatre school next week and also start my masters nxt month and i'm also currently working prt time....such a busy life....!

Errr wat else? I dropped out of tht filM! The producer was faar toooo rude, he's not paying so y shld I take his crap huh????

I may go and do the 3week orientation week for the NYSC in March n then come bk to London...crazy ? Lol....

I just want to say that I honestly think my boo is the best guy on the block....he has been adorable and he is such a great encouragement. He's currently working on his albulm at the moment. I'll post suum previews up sooon. He sings strictly Gospel....I cnt wait till it's done....

I officially would like to announce tht I'M NOT TALKING TO MISS NATURAL! She knws why.....

Anyways I actually have nothing to say...so have a lovely weeekend.

I'll try post a picture .....i'll take it dwn soon tho lol

Back in London & Love sick!!

Hey people,

Thanks so much for your comments on my last post. I landed in Abuja safely and it was absolute fun, The place is beautiful but it doesn't seem like some where I could settle because it just seems like a tourist attraction and not a homely place ... maybe it was the part I went to. anyone feeling me ?

I landed back in London today at 8am and immediately I heard the voice of 'boo' on the phone I burst into tears ... even as I'm writing this I'm crying. I can't help crying when mentioning his name. I miss him so much already and it has not even been a day yet. I just sat down and realised that since I landed in Nigeria he had seen me every single day until I left, that's 21 days in a row. Well by Gods Grace I'm back in December so I shouldn't really be making a fuss. he tried so hard at the airport not to cry .. his eyes were red full of tears but he wouldn't let them roll down. funny enough I never cried because I had cried my tears days before lol ...


anyways I'm back in London and I have not really missed anything. Lagos was frustrating me on my last day but it is nothing that I can't get over....I think ....

So hopefully I'm back to blogging regularly .....

have a nice week guys.

Loving Lagos ..now heading over to Abuja

Hey blogsville,

I really don't know why I have not been blogging...I should have been blogging everyday as I promised myself. I suppose I'm enjoying myself tooooo much!!!

I can't begin to tell you how much I am loving this holiday though my aunt keeps telling me it's not a holiday !!  Anyways I suppose I'm loving it so much because I have been seeing boo everyday!!! It has been such an adventure!

I appreciate him so much I really can't explain it , he has been so good to me. The Lord has blessed me Ohhh and damn this guy loves me tooo much . Seriously ...no lies ...I'm happy ...excited ...more than in Love ...Love is even jealous of both of us lol ....

Lagos has been quite a bit off fun ..went to a few bars and clubs ..was a bit too much for me but I survived and made it back home. 

I'm off to Abuja 2moro morning at 6am ..then I'll be back in Lag Saturday morning ......then I'm back off to London on Monday morning....I know I am going to cry soo much ...anyways I should be back in December ...

Thank you all for your comments on my last post, my journey was nice and pleasant.

Love you all , I'll try and update more!

Finally......I'm on my way!

I'm going Nigeria on Monday! Yay my bf is picking me up from the airport....i'm so so excited! I'm meant to also be seeing ms natraul out there ...

I know I have not blogged in ages....hopefully I will come bk with good stories i'l surely blog out there n take pics also.

I'm so excited I get to see my love after so many months

Hope everyone is well :-)

Rehearsals 1 & 2

Ok hi people I'll just get straight to it. So on Monday I had a dress rehearsal for my performance on Wednesday and I tell you it was a total disaster!! I have never been so embarrased, i walked of stage wanting to bang my head on the wall ...... All the scenes just went totallly wrong. Anyways this was the 1st time the course director had seen us perform these scenes ..... Lol she was not impressed she had 4pages of notes to give back. She stated that through out the scene I was acting like an airhead and wanted to slap me ..lol...babe chil! Anyways she advised me to be more fiesty n cocky which is like total opposite of me. Also she said I had to be more seductive .... Sjhe said she will make me make out with the guy for 1hour if i didn't step up my game!! Ewwwww!
Anyways everyone took their feedback home today and we came bk today for an emergency rehearsal since the schools name is on line and there will be invited lecturers we have to make sure we are on point. Onn my way driving home I was so frustrated I bursted out in tears and ask God to help make this a sucess and Glory to God who answers prayers todays rehearsal was fantastic it's like we had TRANSFORMED ! MEN IT WAS THE BOMB!

AnYways time for sleep the performance is today pray for me moooooreeee please.

i miss my baby soooo much :-(

Have a nice week ppl

ARGGHHHHHH assessment on WEDNESDAY!

Hey guys,


So finally my end of term assessment at Theatre School has come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes I am nervous but I'm going to try my best , can you believe I'm learning 4 lines at the last minute!!! We have a dress rehearsal today and then the performance is on Wednesday in front of some teachers and invited lecturers ............. Well pray for me that I do well.

I applied for another drama school and they selected me for an audition ... I can't wait!!!

I really hope I get into it because they are VERY good and they are also an agency. I see loads of their members on tv , films and theatre productions.


I'm confused though .... should I really leave the one I'm at ???




Guys CHANGE OF TOPIC ..... My grandpa is out of hospital!!! yay ...he has lost so much weight but GLORY TO GOD that he is out. My brothers madam had a baby boy and he is sooooo fine!!

Mr A (my boo ) his dad is getting better thank God, he had an operation on Sunday and all went well by Gods grace.



CHANGE OF TOPIC ..... I feel so OLD ... I'm 22 ..I wish I was a child again.

I'm becoming a woman , I'll soon be married with children. Amen O!!! I call myself a young lady and not a woman is there a difference? LOL

KOKO MANSION ? Hilarious !!! The girls are bush yes very true but I do find it so entertaining and I did like Lillian I don't know why they kicked her out but anyways these ladies should not be representing Naija ladies o ...no offence to them. I think if they had put 'correct' ladies in the house it would be boring so maybe that is why they did the opposite ...who knows lol


BLOGSVILLE is quite these days


anyways back to my lines .... I have a rehearsal in 2 hours .... !!!


Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee people .......


I'll be bak maybe this evening


pray for me that i do well please :-)


Oh and by the way I'll see Mr A (my boo) in around 4 weeks and I'm so excitedddddddddddd and so nervous too !!! crazy right!!

anyways bye bye bye

I'M SO EXCITED!!

I'm so excited!!!! I'm actually blogging, it's Saturday morning and I have actually found some time to blog before I rush off to a rehearsal!

I hope you've all been well, I've been here and there reading a few blogs. It seems like people don't really blog these days or is it just me that has it wrong?

Life has been so busy. I'm sure people think I'm mad for not taking the Management trainee job I applied for. Well let me just say it's not everything that glitters that is gold. I'm still looking for a job at the moment at trust me it is very hard right now!! Thank God I had some money in my account, unless I wouldn't be going on any holiday or doing any shopping!!

I've lost weight people like half a stone ... within 3 weeks or so. I haven't even been trying .... just been going gym which I'm finding quite fun and eating less. Keeping fit is so much fun ..... I pray when I get old I will still be full of energy and life so I can take my kids for a run and give my husband a good time lol :-) oops private joke!

I had my last exam the other day and I actually enjoyed it so I pray I do well on it. Finally graduation in November and then erm .......................................... well I don't know .....


Theatre School has been so hard of recent. So many rehearsals etc etc .... It's been like a roller coaster but I can't wait to do the performances.

in the last two weeks we have been doing so many love scenes and my hormones have been going up and down!! Trust me it's real crazy!

I had to declare my love for a guy , I was actually very scared I wouldn't do well but I just imagine I was talking to 'boo' and I tell you I was about to kiss this guy but I refrained and just hugged him. If you had heard what i said you would have cried lool. Everyone was so amazed lol my teacher said 'that was deep' if only they knew what I was saying was real but just not for this guy ... next we had to show that we wanted each other physically. This was actually the hardest because I felt very uneasy caressing another guy 1) being a Christian 2) having a boyfriend but then I just told myself well this is part of the job and if you can't do it then bounce.
anyways we warmed up by just touching each other body parts like chest, arms , face hands etc etc ans then we got into the real nitty gritty. This guy was ENJOYING himself SERIOUSLY!! the way he was caressing my back and bum I was like 'bros abeg take am easy o', I was actually getting 'turned on' ... it was clearly just lust! I had to just go along with it and at the end the teacher said our piece was the best since it seemed more natural compared to the others. I was very happy with that.



Anyways I actually have nothing else to talk about.

just to let you know I NEED A JOB!!!!!!

Have a lovely weekend people :-)


P.S I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU LORD FOR KEEPING ME AND SUSTAINING ME THIS FAR. ALSO GUYS PRAY FOR MY GRANDPA PLEASE AND MY BOOS FATHER AS THEY ARE BOTH ILL AND IN HOSPITAL AT THE MOMENT.

Life , Peg leg trousers , harem trousers and my sweet heart!!

Oh my goodness I've not blogged in ages!!!!!!!!!! I'm still alive guys :=) nothing do me o lol

I've been around blogsville popping into a few peoples yards and leaving comments. I can't help but read whats going on. No, I'm not nosey (ok BSNC ? lol ) I just like reading .


Anyways I went to Theatre School today and they choose me and two other people to partake in a festival that will be going on in London with an audience of around 60,000. . I was quite shocked they chose me sha ... so yeah I'm thinking of doing it and hoping it goes well...
I went to the training day for that Managing Trainee on Friday I got it ...and decided to turn it down... I absolutely hated it!!! I won't kill myself working for anybody!!

I went to the first rehearsal for the film and I was not impressed at all. The main characters are just good looking people with no 'acting skills' no offence to them but lets call a spade a spade. Actually the lead female role is ok but the male he just kills the whole thing. I'm actually scared how it is going to turn out. I'm also a bit confused as to why he is speaking Queens English with a very strong accent and she is speaking in her Naija babe accent .. I mean I just think it all looked a bit odd.

I did my scene with the man of God , everyone was falling down in laughter!! I nearly killed this guy for my 'money' lol. I'm actually thinking of dropping out the film because I don't have much confidence in it turning out good, hopefully I will by the next rehearsal.

Topic change .. I started going back to the gym ..lost 5lbs very proud of myself. I'm not a 'I want to be skinny' freak. I just want to look healthy and fit atleast lol ....

Ok Peg leg trousers and harem trousers , who likes them ? I absolutely love them!!! Different from the skinny legs right ?

Here are some different styles ... you really need to know how to rock these or you can end up looking like a twat!!

Anyways change of topic..... Yesterday I booked 2 tickets to Naija in August !! one for me and my bum chum ... we are so excited we are going to paint Naija with blue , red and white ( UK flag colours hehehe) We have really planned out our journey......

Last of all my sweet heart!! Arghhhhh I haven't seen him in like 6 months ... I'm actually scared that when I see him I'll staring 'forming' hehe why do Naijas use that word ? I'm a shy girl at times ...but hey we'll get over it.

I have my last exam soon please pray for me Ooooo so I can finally graduate!!!

I'm still confused as to what I'll be doing ... options are to go Naija for NYSC or stay here and do a masters at LSE and work full time.....

enjoy your week people!!

This fluctuation must stop!!!

So what does it mean when they say something fluctuates? Well in my own words it's when something goes up and down at random times for example to say the price of petrol fluctuates means today it could be exspensive tomorrow it could be cheap and so on ... I'm sure you get it now .......

Well I've realise that everything in my life seems to fluctuate and God in Heaven knows I am i'm sick and tired of it!
My weight - goes up n down like a yoyo ... I could loose 5lbs this week and gain 6lbs the next due to my determination to loose weight fluctuating.
One minute I could be great in something next minute i'll be failing due to inconsistency in revising or focusing or something ...
My faithfullness to God forever fluctuates....thank God he is not a mere mortal like me and He is Forever Faithful
My behaviour fluctuates..one day I'm a saint next day ....hmmm God help me...
One day I'm zealous about something the next day I have no passion whatsoever....
One day I'm hardworking next I'm damn right lazy ....

I could go on .....

It has to stop!!! It is affecting me and those around me ...... Seriously...so guys what can I do????? Any advice????? Because I have some big plans right about now and I don't want nothing to affect me or my plans ..

Ok one more and you guys can testify to this ....one day I'm blogging next couple of weeks I'm not tho sometimes I have valid reasons but then at times it s that lazy attitude that has crept in ...

Bsnc my advisor....helllpp

So guys pls give me some advice and on a much lighter note have a nice weekend.

I miss my darling........so far away yet so close(in my heart that is)

National Theatre Experience

Hey guys,
Hope you all had a nice weekend, I did ! So as you all know I went to watch Death and the King's Horseman at the National Theatre in Waterloo, London. It was absolutely fantastic. The actors/actresses were just great! It really inspired me to take up more theatre work. I was telling one of my course leaders that I actually prefer theatre work to filming. She then went on to tell me that when she played a nurse in 'Eastenders' they paid her around £1,000 for saying one line! Also after the show we went back stage to see one of my teachers as shee performed also. she introduced us to some of the cast which was great. I also met a friend who I grew up with David Ajala! I was so shocked! He has gone into acting and is doing really well for himself, i even googled him and he was all over it lol ...congrats to him! I'll surely get in contact with him for some advice and stuff.

Anyways I've decided to start writing the script I had in mind and also my business plan because I if I keep procastinating I'll get no where.

Also had a gradute job interview yesterday and they called me back in for a day of training from 12:30-8:30pm .... Depending on how it all goes I've got the job which is a trainee manager position for a marketing company. As i've told some people i'm not planning on going law school anytime soon but hope to do a masters in Business Management or an MBA after mangement work experience..

Update on my 'boo' , i'm so in love at the moment ...... missing him so much, even having those nights that I wake up with just him on my mind ...lol ..yes cheesy I know!

Have a nice week guys!

here ..there ...and everywhere...

Hey People,

Thanks ever so much for your comments on my last post. I appreciate it so much!! The script is so funny!! Hopefully we will bring the script alive!!


Iya Ile ..was excellent. It was just so funny, the actors were great! I really commend them all.

I'm going to the National Theatre on Saturday to watch Death and the Kings Horseman , I'm looking forward to it. One of my teachers has a role in it and I know she will do well.

I've just been trying to cram my lines for Shakespeare and I'm enjoying it ..why? because I'm understanding it!! Shakespeare is a great writer!!

have a lovely weekend.



Hope your all enjoying the new month!!

First Film ... Finally I met the cast!

Hey guys,

I know I have not blogged in a while. I had so much to tell you on Wednesday maybe I'll come and tell you about it later.

Anyways if you all remember I did wel in a audition I had back in March, well I met the cast yesterday and got the script (one big file like this). At my audition I never handed a picture in same with my friend so he had no clue what we looked like so decided he could not give us lead roles ...well so he said o.

Anyways my character is one of them Aristo babes...yes o..can you imagine...he said he may change my part or build on my character in the film. So I now have to read the whole script. Looking forward to it!

All in all I'm happy that it has finally come. Rehearsals start in two weeks.
I'm really looking forward to it because the cast seem really cool and they are a bunch of fine Nigerians lol ...

The 'Director guy' was there also and he was all over me ... I really don't know what he wants o ..he was now announcing that I have divorced him etc etc , started stroking my face , was clinging on to me real tight in the still pictures. I just don't get him. Aside from that he is a real cool friendly guy.

I have so much to do this summer, I already feel stressed thinking about.

Well I'll be back to update about what happened and Theatre school during the week. I have been misbehaving. God help me o, well help has come my way so I'm back on track. :-)